Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Fatal dictionary

When you walk around this journey called the life , you come across these paradoxes, mysteries , unknown strange facts and yet you some how decipher them and you choose these to become your loved ones. They say that the learning procedure starts from the day you were born and stops the day you board the bus to the next level..you choose your own people and place them rightfully in the circle of your trust..until one of them voluntarily chooses or commits a mistake of walking out of it!!
It's funny how no matter how much you break your head over it there will be a splurge of people walking in and out of your life,often scratching it,trashing it,leaving a trail of sorrow and misery behind...
But,
Sometimes there are people who make it more beautiful , colourful and worthwhile....they make you feel loved , they make you feel the world , they make you discover the side that you probably in the vaguest of vague dreams would have never imagined.

They make you feel loved........

Here is when exactly the problem starts, the moment they buy the rights to love you, they also get the rights to hurt you absolutely free... its a part of the package!! There is nothing that can give absolute happiness.. friends, parents ,soul-mates, children, siblings, everyone fall under the same category......It's just like everyone is waiting for your one wrong move !!
Most of the times it is some sort of dialogue that results in the cutting of the ropes,with the knife on the other end!!................ it's a puzzling matter for me actually, how words just pierce your skin without making it bleed and ripping apart everything on the inside, Feels good eh?
Why does it happen to each and every one of us that the ones we really love , care and hold on to are the first to go !! I mean why?

Is it because they were meant to drift away or is it because of the words that pull us further apart?.....so many mysteries and yet no solution. Why do people cross their boundaries and walk out .. just like you never meant anything to them ever, like the times that you spent together was just an illusion......... Is it true that nothing lasts forever? nothing?

If man sets his determination and focus then he can achieve anything, impossible is nothing, there is no stopping us humans and further crappy quotes that just boosts the morale, which probably don even fit the scenario that we are dealing with.... why do we humans brag about our superiority over other species when we like others just walk out , and say and do things that totally changes lives ....forever.. can our determination, our will, bring back the ones we so dearly cared and make them realize that its just the same as it always has been !! I really don't think so ..... believe it or not when you lose them you lose it all!!

i have seen and experienced it first hand....Nothing lasts forever..
Now my next question to all of you ......

Q3. Do words mean a lot ? Tell me frankly do words mean a lot?

Ans: Depends on the context and what you are talking about, cause it actually depends on person to person............
My reply ballz...words do matter , not always they say but yes they really do.......
To the ones having the same answer as mine , I ain't giving you a toffee and promoting you to the next class! in fact I must tell you, this is a symptom of quitters!! slap yourself and wake up to this reality, life is not a crystal staircase its actually a road filled with people trying to artificially inseminate you with pain and hatred , anger and evil !!
This is when you question the god about his creations.. in fact u should not question god because he/she is not responsible for what you have created out of that person!!!!!
The term ,the phrase to be in love with actually implies more than just walking out of a person life and leaving him/her to rot with nothing but the memories to cling on to, it means sacrifice,it means a world far beyond words,it s an in-disposable feeling and no matter how much you run away from it....it will rightfully pull you back.
Love they say is blind , but is it also deaf and dumb?

When you get into a relationship , your prerequisites for your love life is defined isn't it.... tell me the truth which one of you didn't know that there is certain amount of commitment,certain amount of understanding and yes certain disasters waiting to happen?did you really expect your soul-mate to remain flawless and sensitive to your issues under any and every circumstance?

It takes years to forge a trust between two people and this so called "Tree of love" but is it so weak that a minor storm just decimates it to a mere nothingness?............aren't the roots of this word love so strong that it crosses barriers and hearts and Berlin walls?that trying to uproot such a tree is another way of saying that this was just a joke!! some people in the world expect a lot ..... maybe i am one of them ,that no matter what i will stick on with the person i love forever. fight on to the very end and when the person i so dearly love and care has nothing more to give .. I just stick to the memories that we shared!!......
                                                        I tried to be perfect
                                                        It just wasn’t worth it
                                                        Nothing could ever be so wrong
                                                        It’s hard to believe me
                                                        It never gets easy
                                                        I guess I knew that all along

                                                                     If you believe it’s in my soul
                                                                     I’d say all the words that I know
                                                                     Just to see if it would show
                                                                     That I’m trying to let you know
                                                                     That I’m better off on my own
---------sum 41/pieces

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